{"id":8946,"date":"2015-12-02T10:17:13","date_gmt":"2015-12-02T10:17:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mall.cmsmasters.net\/?page_id=8946"},"modified":"2022-05-31T16:02:05","modified_gmt":"2022-05-31T16:02:05","slug":"ozgecmis","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.neslihanstamboli.com\/index.php\/ozgecmis\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00d6zge\u00e7mi\u015f"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"cmsmasters_row_upx4awqdtn\" class=\"cmsmasters_row cmsmasters_color_scheme_default cmsmasters_row_top_default cmsmasters_row_bot_default cmsmasters_row_boxed\">\n<div class=\"cmsmasters_row_outer_parent\">\n<div class=\"cmsmasters_row_outer\">\n<div class=\"cmsmasters_row_inner\">\n<div class=\"cmsmasters_row_margin\">\n<div id=\"cmsmasters_column_w427p93r0u\" class=\"cmsmasters_column one_first\">\n<div class=\"cmsmasters_column_inner\"><div class=\"aligncenter\"><div class=\"cmsmasters_img  cmsmasters_image_c\"><img src=\"https:\/\/www.neslihanstamboli.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/05\/N.S..jpg\" \/><\/div><\/div>\n<\/div><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"cmsmasters_row_w8wle3ycch\" class=\"cmsmasters_row cmsmasters_color_scheme_default cmsmasters_row_top_default cmsmasters_row_bot_default cmsmasters_row_boxed\">\n<div class=\"cmsmasters_row_outer_parent\">\n<div class=\"cmsmasters_row_outer\">\n<div class=\"cmsmasters_row_inner\">\n<div class=\"cmsmasters_row_margin\">\n<div id=\"cmsmasters_column_fxzshzxcs\" class=\"cmsmasters_column one_fourth\">\n<div class=\"cmsmasters_column_inner\"><\/div><\/div>\n<div id=\"cmsmasters_column_3d70ijf7f9\" class=\"cmsmasters_column one_half\">\n<div class=\"cmsmasters_column_inner\"><div class=\"cmsmasters_text\">\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Kendimi biraz, do\u011fup b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u0130stanbul\u2019a benzetirim. Onun gibi benim de <strong>kan\u0131m kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k<\/strong>. \u00d6z\u00fcmde, bu topraklarda, \u0130stanbul\u2019da k\u00f6klenmi\u015fler de var, ba\u015fka bir toprakta, Macaristan\u2019da do\u011fup b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f, sonra g\u00f6n\u00fcl yaras\u0131yla can\u0131 yanarak k\u00f6klerinden kopup buralara ka\u00e7m\u0131\u015flar da. \u00dcst\u00fcne \u00fcstl\u00fck kalbimde bir \u0130talyan, ge\u00e7mi\u015fimde \u0130ngiliz e\u011fitimi var.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Farkl\u0131 k\u00fclt\u00fcrlere ait, farkl\u0131 \u00fclkelere yay\u0131lm\u0131\u015f geni\u015f ailemin ge\u00e7mi\u015finden gelen \u00f6yk\u00fclerle b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm. Bir yandan Macaristan\u2019da Nazilere kar\u015f\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcme meydan okuyarak direnmi\u015f akrabalar\u0131m\u0131n, <strong>ezilen insanlar\u0131n \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc i\u00e7in sava\u015fm\u0131\u015flar\u0131n<\/strong>, \u00fclkesinin ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in \u00e7ekinmeden elini ta\u015f\u0131n alt\u0131na koymu\u015f kahramanlar\u0131n \u00f6yk\u00fclerini dinledim. Bir yandan da, alt\u0131ndan bir kafese kapat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir yaban ku\u015fu misali g\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fcn, ruhunun <strong>\u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc i\u00e7in zorlu i\u00e7 sava\u015flar veren<\/strong> yak\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6yk\u00fclerini dinledim.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Bu \u00f6yk\u00fcler \u00f6nceleri birer masald\u0131. \u0130yilerin kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131, k\u00f6t\u00fclerin yenildi\u011fi, mutlu sonlarla biten masallar. Ancak <strong>ben b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e masallar da b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc<\/strong> ve yava\u015f yava\u015f mutlu sonlar bitti. Mutlaka ve mutlaka iyiler k\u00f6t\u00fcleri yenmez oldu. Masallar ac\u0131 ger\u00e7eklere d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcler. Biraz daha b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fckten sonra ger\u00e7ekleri daha derinden didiklemek i\u00e7in, ailemde birbirinden farkl\u0131 bu \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131na sayg\u0131m\u0131 dile getirmek i\u00e7in, onlar\u0131 bir \u015fekilde kayda ge\u00e7irmek, ba\u015fkalar\u0131na \u00f6rnek te\u015fkil etmelerine arac\u0131 olmak i\u00e7in ara\u015ft\u0131rmaya ve yazmaya karar verdim.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Hakk\u0131 yenilenleri anlatmak istedim. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6ze alarak kendi haklar\u0131n\u0131 oldu\u011fu kadar, ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n haklar\u0131n\u0131 da koruyanlar\u0131 ka\u011f\u0131da d\u00f6kmek istedim. \u00d6rnek olsun diye. <strong>K\u0131ssadan hisse misali<\/strong>. \u0130leride ayn\u0131 ac\u0131lar, ayn\u0131 felaketler bir daha ya\u015fanmas\u0131n diyerek, ufac\u0131k da olsa bir katk\u0131da bulunabilmek i\u00e7in yazmak istedim. Yazd\u0131klar\u0131mla ge\u00e7mi\u015fe bakarak, bug\u00fcne ve yar\u0131na bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u0131\u015f\u0131k tutmaya niyetlendim.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Sonunda bir nokta geldi, i\u00e7imdekiler bir \u015felale gibi d\u00f6k\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerimi, duygular\u0131m\u0131, bildiklerimi, g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerimi ba\u015fkalar\u0131na aktarma iste\u011fim zapt edilemez bir hale geldi. B\u00f6yle bir sorumlulu\u011fum oldu\u011funu derinden hissetmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. 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