{"id":14196,"date":"2022-05-12T06:02:24","date_gmt":"2022-05-12T06:02:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.neslihanstamboli.com\/?p=14196"},"modified":"2022-06-15T21:35:19","modified_gmt":"2022-06-15T21:35:19","slug":"ruya-alinti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.neslihanstamboli.com\/index.php\/2022\/05\/12\/ruya-alinti\/","title":{"rendered":"R\u00dcYA: Al\u0131nt\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"
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R\u00fcya<\/em><\/strong>\u2019dan bir al\u0131nt\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n

Paul son misafirinin arkas\u0131ndan kap\u0131y\u0131 kapatt\u0131ktan sonra yeni bir CD koydu ve elinde iki kadeh k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u015farapla R\u00fcya\u2019n\u0131n yan\u0131na geldi.<\/p>\n

\u201cSaat dokuz olmu\u015f Paul. Gitmeliyim. Giselle ve Alain yeme\u011fe bekliyor.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cBir yere k\u0131p\u0131rdam\u0131yorsun.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cYorgunum. Gitsem iyi olacak.\u201d<\/p>\n

Paul R\u00fcya\u2019n\u0131n s\u00f6yledikerini duymam\u0131\u015f gibiydi. Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zlerinden ay\u0131rmadan elindeki \u015farap kadehini ald\u0131, kendi kadehiyle birlikte sehpaya b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cRudi yava\u015f\u00e7a parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 Alex\u2019in dudaklar\u0131na de\u011fdirerek susturdu onu…\u201d dedi f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131yla.<\/p>\n

Parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ucuyla R\u00fcya\u2019n\u0131n dudaklar\u0131na dokunuyordu. R\u00fcya g\u00f6zlerini kapatt\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201c…Dudaklar\u0131 dudaklar\u0131na de\u011fince b\u00fct\u00fcn v\u00fccuduna bir s\u0131cakl\u0131k yay\u0131ld\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n

Tela\u015fla a\u00e7t\u0131 g\u00f6zlerini. Paul\u2019\u00fcn masmavi g\u00f6zleri, g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7indeydi. Dudaklar\u0131 dudaklar\u0131na de\u011fmiyordu, ama nefesi dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fayacak kadar yak\u0131nd\u0131. Sonra yine kula\u011f\u0131na f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duydu.<\/p>\n

\u201c\u00d6nce incitmekten korkar gibi yava\u015f\u00e7a, sonra y\u0131llar\u0131n tutkusunun vard\u0131\u011f\u0131 doruk noktas\u0131ndan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yuvarlan\u0131rcas\u0131na can\u0131n\u0131 ac\u0131tacak kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck bir h\u0131rsla \u00f6p\u00fcyordu onu. Alex\u2019in kalbi v\u00fccudunun her noktas\u0131nda at\u0131yordu sanki. T\u00fcm h\u00fccrelerinin canland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissediyordu.\u201d<\/p>\n

Paul aniden kolunu R\u00fcya\u2019n\u0131n dizlerinin alt\u0131ndan ge\u00e7irmi\u015f ve zay\u0131f bedenini kucaklay\u0131vermi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

\u201cSonra bir anda ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n yerden kesildi\u011fini hissetti. Rudi\u2019nin kuca\u011f\u0131ndayd\u0131. Boynuna sar\u0131ld\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n

R\u00fcya bir an teredd\u00fct ettikten sonra kollar\u0131n\u0131 Paul\u2019\u00fcn boynuna dolad\u0131. \u0130\u00e7i titredi. Rol m\u00fc yap\u0131yorlard\u0131, yoksa ger\u00e7ek miydi? G\u00f6zleri birbirine kilitlenmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

\u201cYatak odas\u0131na a\u00e7\u0131lan kap\u0131dan ge\u00e7i\u015flerini, yata\u011fa do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015flerini, Rudi\u2019nin kollar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda yava\u015f\u00e7a yata\u011f\u0131n \u00fczerine kay\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bir film gibi seyretti, y\u00fcre\u011fi titreyerek. Rudi g\u00f6zlerini g\u00f6zlerinden ay\u0131rmadan Alex\u2019in bluzunun d\u00fc\u011fmelerini a\u00e7\u0131yordu.\u201d<\/p>\n

Paul bir r\u00fcyay\u0131 bozmaktan \u00e7ekinir gibi usulca R\u00fcya\u2019y\u0131 yata\u011f\u0131n kenar\u0131na b\u0131rakt\u0131. Hi\u00e7bir yerine dokunmadan hayali bluzunun hayali d\u00fc\u011fmelerini a\u00e7maya ba\u015flad\u0131. R\u00fcya g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne yakla\u015fan parmaklar\u0131n s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissedebiliyordu. Paul\u2019\u00fcn elleri a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 do\u011fru inerken g\u00f6zlerini kapatt\u0131, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 geriye do\u011fru att\u0131. Bedeni kendi bildi\u011fi bir m\u00fczi\u011fin ritmine ayak uydurarak hareket ediyordu. Karn\u0131ndan ba\u015flayan tatl\u0131 bir d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne do\u011fru y\u00fckseldi. Hayat\u0131nda kendini hi\u00e7 bu kadar \u00e7\u0131plak hissetmemi\u015fti. S\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc b\u0131rakt\u0131 kendini yata\u011fa. Paul ellerini yata\u011fa, g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fcn iki yan\u0131na dayay\u0131p \u00fczerine uzan\u0131rken i\u00e7i titredi. \u00d6p\u00fclmek i\u00e7in dayan\u0131lmaz bir istek duyuyordu. V\u00fccutlar\u0131 birbirine de\u011fmiyordu, ama Paul\u2019\u00fcn nefesi boynunu ok\u015fuyor, bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn v\u00fccudunu \u00f6p\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n

\u201cBu an\u0131 o kadar uzun zamand\u0131r bekliyordum ki, dedi\u011fini duydu.\u201d<\/p>\n

R\u00fcya kalbinin heyecanl\u0131 at\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n bluzunun \u00fczerinden g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcp g\u00f6r\u00fcnmedi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u201cVe tekrar ayn\u0131 tutkuyla \u00f6p\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcler.\u201d<\/p>\n

Paul\u2019\u00fcn g\u00f6zleri yeniden g\u00f6zlerinin derinliklerine inmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n

\u201cBa\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinde, s\u00f6zlerinde, teninde seni arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, her \u015feyin beni sana ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark etti\u011fimde karar\u0131m\u0131 verdim.\u201d<\/p>\n

Paul aniden uzakla\u015farak yan\u0131na uzand\u0131. Bu son c\u00fcmle ne R\u00fcya\u2019n\u0131n kitab\u0131nda vard\u0131, ne de senaryoda. De\u011fi\u015ftirmi\u015fler miydi senaryoyu? Yoksa \u015fu anda Paul m\u00fc yaz\u0131vermi\u015fti?<\/p>\n

Paul g\u00f6zlerini tavana \u00e7evirerek, \u201cSan\u0131r\u0131m bu sahne i\u00e7in haz\u0131r\u0131m,\u201d dedi. Dirse\u011finin \u00fczerinde do\u011fruldu, \u015faka\u011f\u0131n\u0131 eline yaslad\u0131 ve g\u00f6zlerini R\u00fcya\u2019n\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinden ay\u0131rmadan, \u201cTe\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim R\u00fcya,\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cRica ederim.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Paul son misafirinin arkas\u0131ndan kap\u0131y\u0131 kapatt\u0131ktan sonra yeni bir CD koydu ve elinde iki kadeh k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u015farapla R\u00fcya\u2019n\u0131n yan\u0131na geldi.<\/p>\n

\u201cSaat dokuz olmu\u015f Paul. Gitmeliyim. Giselle ve Alain yeme\u011fe bekliyor.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cBir yere k\u0131p\u0131rdam\u0131yorsun.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cYorgunum. Gitsem iyi olacak.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":14737,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"image","meta":[],"categories":[27],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\nR\u00dcYA: Al\u0131nt\u0131 - neslihanstamboli<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/www.neslihanstamboli.com\/index.php\/2022\/05\/12\/ruya-alinti\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"tr_TR\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"R\u00dcYA: Al\u0131nt\u0131 - neslihanstamboli\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Paul son misafirinin arkas\u0131ndan kap\u0131y\u0131 kapatt\u0131ktan sonra yeni bir CD koydu ve elinde iki kadeh k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u015farapla R\u00fcya\u2019n\u0131n yan\u0131na geldi. \u201cSaat dokuz olmu\u015f Paul. Gitmeliyim. 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